Unspoken

I think it’s obvious to everyone else but you,
Making it harder to let u know of what I feel.
Even as I allow myself to get mesmerized in your gaze,
Still I find no solitude,
as all that I am yearns nothing else but to speak.

To speak in words where no words have gone,
A language spoken in simple silence.
And yet as I try to break away from my stupor,
I’m left utterly dumbstruck
For in your eyes, I’m simply lost.

I lose all control and fall into a downward spiral.
All poise and grace thrown out the window.
But even amidst the chaos, I remain stoic.
I hide not only the confusion in me,
But I hide my truest desire…

All I know and all that I am point to one singular fact
That somehow someway, whenever however
I would want nothing else more,
Than to experience life with you by my side.
Nothing else seems so clear as that.